Overdosing Heavenly Bliss

So I am finally confirm that I will be going for a concert in Taipei
and I have good reason to believe that
this will be one hell of an experience that I will remember forever

p/s: so glad that Joyen was willing to accompany me on my YOLO mission

Silent Sands

Have you ever lend something to a friend
only to be wanting the item back after a while
Even though it would be in better use by your friend

Haha...
Well, I would say that
humans are often conflicting with their own ideals and principles
and often
these borrowed items find their true value
in the hands of those who borrowed them
and only then
would the owners more appreciate their property

Kinda like when I borrow my friend a video game
and knowing that he likes the game a lot
and I would keep questioning him on this progression
Even though I do not need the game back
but I would still pressure him to finish it soon
Perhaps I am just looking to find more people
to have "fangasm" together

TERMINATION

I've learnt from the hard way that
problems that can be solved with money aren't problems
but not having money is a major problem itself

with that being said
it's time for me to be thrifty for the next few months
'coz I've definitely overspent
just to solve a problem at hand
using the power of money

guess my goal of getting a place of my own
is now further from my reach
because that would cost...
around half a million?

so, for the time being,
allow me to indulge in my 2D fantasy world

and this game that I am playing

reminds us that human/demon/gods are no different from one another

except for having different amount of powers
and naturally, humans would control their lusts and desires
for the sake of maintaining order and status quo

kinda true in the real human world as well, don't you think so?

p/s: with reference to this video game
Charon, the ferryman of Hades said, "Macca opens all door."

Hearts Democracy

Sorry for not posting anything in the past few weeks
Guess I failed to update this blog on a scheduled basis OTL

Anyhow, I was asked to answer to several cosplay-related questions
and I thought that posting those answers in the blog
would be more appropriate the posting them on Facebook

P/S: OMG, I realized that I became very obsessed with the Kiseki series recently!

Mighty Obstacle

So the 1st quarter of 2014 has come to an end
and I'll write all the things that
I procastinated and failed to do within the given time frame

• haven't got myself a new phone or camera
• haven't watch Disney's Frozen/ Dreamwork's Rise of the Guardian
• haven't watch any new anime since early 2013
• haven't place order on new cosplay costume
• haven't start work on my Kingdom Hearts 3D keyblade prop
• haven't unwrap all the doujin music albums that I bought at Japan
• haven't finish Shin Megami Tensei IV
• haven't start on a new Gunpla model yet (no money to buy)
• haven't paint the panel lines of any of my Gunpla model yet
• haven't complete editing backlog photos (sorry, SMTCG pals)
• haven't had a single photoshoot session yet
• haven't completed memorizing several Vocaloid song lyrics
• failed to complete company's project in-time
• failed to move my savings into FD investments
• failed to... get a girlfriend
• failed to work out on a weekly basis
• failed to complete my Magnet headphones

yuck, my life sucks.

Rush Out!

Well, considering I am hardly spending time at home with my toys
I guess it would be a good choice to bring one or two along with me
wherever I go

Thus, you can see there are Vocaloid plushies in my luggage bag

Erm... this is an impulse purchase
I first got this flyer at Tokyo, which I pasted onto my wardrobe door
then when I saw this figurine was on sale at amiami.com

I quickly got it without much thought

though it still cost a leg and an arm

During the weekends in Johor

Besides gaming

I was finally able to work on some cosplay props
*hooray!

The Great Ordeal

My friend said something that
which served as a wake-up call

"Do not make an interest into a duty.
A hobby/interest used be something voluntary.
It's about sharing what you like and doing what you love."

And so, I'm now face a roadblock
a reality roadblock
the same roadblock that I deliberately avoided conflict with
over my past 5 years being involved in my ACG hobbies

At the beginning
it's true that we hobbyist did it out of passion and interest
because everyone already have commitments
and no one in their right mind
would ask for more commitments and responsibilities
however, I believe
if we were to put a little commitment
into our hobbies and interest
we might be able to achieve more
and that dream..

But the roadblock stands
and the decision is.......