The Great Ordeal

My friend said something that
which served as a wake-up call

"Do not make an interest into a duty.
A hobby/interest used be something voluntary.
It's about sharing what you like and doing what you love."

And so, I'm now face a roadblock
a reality roadblock
the same roadblock that I deliberately avoided conflict with
over my past 5 years being involved in my ACG hobbies

At the beginning
it's true that we hobbyist did it out of passion and interest
because everyone already have commitments
and no one in their right mind
would ask for more commitments and responsibilities
however, I believe
if we were to put a little commitment
into our hobbies and interest
we might be able to achieve more
and that dream..

But the roadblock stands
and the decision is.......