DOGFIGHT

It's been more than 2 weeks since I've last posted. Well, I know I was wrong for not updating. Been killing time doing... practically nothing. That's why I say my life is meaningless. I just dunno what was I doing all this while, these 18 years...

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Firstly, right after the exams, me and my classmates went to Genting Highlands for a 3D2N trip. You could tell that I was forced to go. Come on, a person who has minor acrophobia and has little interest in thrilling rides would have no reasons to go up there, right? But then again, since ALMOST all of the clique was going, so I guess I better go. Peer pressure. The main factor that cause delinquency.

Other than the cable car ride, I cannot seem to justify why was I here. Seriously I was dead bored. Imagine how boring was I that I was walking and exploring the place at 4am in the morning. Furthermore, I spent at least 8 hours of solitude, walking all alone even though there was 12 of us in Genting.

Oh yea, for the very first time, I actually ate without paying. Although Genting Cooperation maybe extremely rich, but I feel a little guilty for sneaking into the dining area without paying. Xp

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Oh yea, I went to PD last week. Well, the seawater looked less polluted as compared to the past. But there was something that happened which I think I should say it out loud. You see, my friend caught two fishes from the sea and wanted to bring back home. However, only after half an hour, the fishes have already died and I was asked to throw them out of the car window. Soon after that, we realized that we took the wrong way (old way) and we ended up traveling another 2 hours just to get back to Kajang. I seriously felt afraid... well, mainly because it was dark, I killed two lives and we cannot exactly determine where we were. Luckily we made it back to Kajang in one piece and I managed to attend my friend's b-day party, though I was an hour late. XD
I wanna upload photos on the sea that I loved, the nature that I like to embrace, yet my phone seems to disapprove my action. It doesn't let the computer to read its data. Selfish, isn't it?

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And this wednesday, us SAM student had a barbeque party. The worst part was it rained from 8pm to 12am. So technically we BBQ under the rain. Though it wasn't pleasant at all, but I am sure that it was the best BBQ party I had under the RAIN. =.=
The funny part is that some of our lecturers attended the party, only to get drenched, partially because of the rain, but mostly due to water balloons, I strongly suspect. The scene looked more like a dogfight than a BBQ party. Totally horrible, unbearable. And guess who do all the cleaning up. Me, again. At least this time I'm not alone. My friends (some) did their part too.

Another surprising fact is on how all the participants, both students and lecturers actually behaved on the event, makes me wonder have I really know these people. Gosh, their true colours are just too HORRIFYING for me to bear and watch, so I ended up continue to BBQ in the comfort of my 'safety zone'. Hey, there are even freeloaders that stop in my personal space for protection from the water attack of others, causing me to get wet too :(

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So, off I go rushing my Moral assignments. I really wanna plagarize, but that would totally go against my principle. I bet I would not be able to sleep peacefully if I were to do so. Anyway, now that I've done 2 assignments, I still need to rush another 3. Yet, the due date for all assignments is today. I'm really awed by the fact that we SAM March intake student are extremely good at procastination, particularly delaying our assignments. Xd

Photograph

Whoever invented the (digital) camera is making my life miserable. I hate cameras. There are always there when you don't wanna get recorded for doing something shameful. And it's not available when you want something memorable to be recorded. Photogenic or not, that is another factor to consider when there is an image recorder present.

And so my classmates just kept taking photos after our final public exam paper. Yes, SAM course is officially over (but not for all though). I sure feel relieved now that the exam pressure have disappear. But there is something that intrigues me. Most of us SAM students have not had their lunch and have to bear with their roaring (I really meant roaring) stomachs during the 3 hour and 10 minutes period. Yet, when the exams over, none of them seemed to be hungry anymore. I do guess extreme joy can really ease all sufferings, including empty stomach. Too bad I can never feel the same. Pessimistic me.

Guess now I can do whatsoever I want, but I most probably do what other youths do with their long-term holidays-- rot at home. Yea, I've no idea how I'm gonna spend my holidays. There's this camp that needs facilitators, ComicFiesta2008 in Sunway and also the Genting trip this weekend. There goes my holiday, not to mention the (virtually) piling MPW assignments. No rest, but there's more work. Is this what you call a holiday!?

I'm Yours

After my English exam, I felt as if all of my hopes and dreams have been shattered to pieces and the undertaker is already at the doorstep of my hostel's room. I've just blew up my chances, if there was any in the first place, to get a better exam score. I know that I shouldn't be so materialistic or pessimistic, but in reality, I have really ruin all the opportunities that were given to me, all in one shot. This is just pathetic.

I didn't get the ASEAN scholarship, neither was I offered any other incentives to further study. The world's economy is down and Obama just made the news headlines (what Obama has to do with your degree course?). Either way, I'm now back at the crossroads again, only this time, I do not have any worthy qualifications to boost my chances for a better future. Heck, is this something I should be worried about?

I guess I better off be studying for my Chemistry and Biology paper, right? I must have been thinking a little too far. All the pressure have been driving my up the wall. I gotto stop thinking such nuisance and just focus on my current aim in scoring SAM. Well, I'm better off so.