Thriller

2012 is totally overrated. I rather be watching the tearjerker Saving Private Ryan. Thrillers are cool too. Got some movie files from my cousin who willingly lend me his HDD. At least it had a good plot setting and better acting cast compared to 2012.

As for animations, I am going through 100+ episodes of God? Save Our King which I aim to finish as soon as possible. Honestly, the theme of homosexuality is extremely prevalent through the entire 3 seasons, though I had to comment that most scenes conveying such brotherly love look way more natural compared to many drama series and movies, particularly the reality TV series Beauty and the Geek.

Alright, I am going to treat myself for scoring A's in the last academic semester. All the hardwork paid off. Well, I though that I was about to blew up my chances with Biochemistry 1, but I guess it went well in the end.

But then, I wonder what should I get? Apparels? Movies?

Another issue comes around. My roommate is going to move to another lot for the next semester. Without someone to share the room with me, I just don't think I can afford the room rental of RM300, exclusive of utility bills.

Hope that I'll have a lucky break and find a roommate as fast as possible.

No Boundries

Don't scorn Adam Lambert. Instead, we should be pointing our fingers at the King of Pop and Elvis for being bad examples to this gay singer. After all, they started grabbing their crotches (why they even want to do that is still a mystery) and being sexy.

Sex does sell.

Still, the more I look at the image above, the more I feel repulsed. Enough about that topic.

So the idea of 4 guys going to KTV does sound gay under this is context of sexuality. But that's practically what I've done on Tuesday. At least it was fun. The randomly assembled company consisted of the Aussie Ed, the scholar Keith, driver CJS and last but not least, yours truly Alex-ander the Great.

As a result, I spent the money with was intended for the purpose of purchasing a new mobile phone. I wonder when I would be able to get a new handphone.

C'mon C'mon

The results from Pingtest.net indicated that I should have almost perfect online gaming experience. However, in reality, the results from Speedtest.net best reflect the nature of my internet connection.

I truly hated my broadband service. Perhaps I should consider switching to Wimax.

Waltz

Great weekend. I guess it's mainly due to the fact that I got my hands on the pair of shoes that I had my eyes on for the past few days. Or maybe it's because I finally went to a movie outing with friends, something that I longed to do due to severe boredom at home. Either way, it felt like I did something truly satisfying since the beginning of a 2-months long semester break.

8 weeks of semester break is not long when compared to the those from Monash University of approximately 5 months long. Well, I am not the one complaining about the arrangement of semester breaks. ;p

And thanks a million for the books, Siew Yin. I finally have some books on Environmental Science that I can read on, though I doubt that I can finish them before Christmas.

Oh yeah, my handphone is officially dead and not functioning. After offering its services for 2 years and 8 months, my buddy here is packed into its box once again, ready to be traded to the handphone dealer for a new one. So farewell~

Realize

1. I’ve come to realize that my chest-size … never matters. If it does, humans would no longer reproduce, which is in fact a good thing.
   
2. I’ve come to realize that my job … is something many adults yearn for.
   
3. I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving … it tires me.
   
4. I’ve come to realize that I need … money.
   
5. I’ve come to realize that I have lost … touch with great friends.
   
6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when … people smokes.
   
7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk … I must be out of my mind.
   
8. I’ve come to realize that money … is the main factor that is limiting my horizon.
   
9. I’ve come to realize that certain people … never learn.
   
10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always … be rebellious.
    
11. I’ve come to realize that my siblings … have lives of their own that I know little about.
    
12. I’ve come to realize that my mom … always thinks she knows what's best for me.
    
13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone … is missing again. Gotto go look for it.
    
14. I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning … I'll be having another day without any goals to achieve.
    
15. I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep … there’s only 6 weeks left of my semester break.
    
16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking … of playing Valkyrie Profile 2.
    
17. I’ve come to realize that my dad … never realized his dream of being able to retire and travel with my mom.
    
18. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook … I haven’t a clue what my acquaintances are doing on Facebook.
    
19. I’ve come to realize that today … was another good day gone to waste.
    
20. I’ve come to realize that tonight …I’m going to continue practice drawing.
    
21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow … is my sister's graduation day.
    
22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to … go study abroad.
    
23. I’ve come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is … Jun Han or Jong Wei. They are some of the few who actually read my posts.
    
24. I’ve come to realize that life … is a short-lived dream.
    
25. I’ve come to realize that this weekend … could be a total waste of time.
    
26. I’ve come to realize that marriage … never come to existance.
    
27. I’ve come to realize that my friends … though countable, are extremely important to me than they ever realize.
    
28. I’ve come to realize that this year … is a goner. Another new year resolution down the drain.
    
29. I’ve come to realize that my ex … never come to existance, at least not yet.
    
30. I’ve come to realize that maybe I should … stop arguing with my parents and just do whatsoever to please them.
    
31. I’ve come to realize that I love … to do stupid things, only to get hurt in the end.
    
32. I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand … why people hate me. Please tell me what's wrong so that I can be a better person.
    
33. I’ve come to realize my past … is something I had little memories of.
    
34. I’ve come to realize that parties … are events that I hardly enjoy.
    
35. I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified … with the idea of living a solitary life, even though I enjoyed the freedom of living alone.

Between the Lines

"Bloggers aren't storywritters. Bloggers are partisans, ranters, linkers. They expose their entire plot in their first sentence." -WP

Well, I cannot deny the truth behind the paragraph above. Narrative writing was never the best aspect of my writing. In fact, I do believe that my blog posts had lost their objectiveness that I learnt through writing countless factual essays. But then again, this goes against my initial aim of writing this blog which is to improve my academic writing skills.

With nothing good to do, I resort to video gaming everyday, in hope that I would muster little inspiration to complete my pending art projects.

I am glad that I befriended many chatty friends. Phang, for instance, have lots of story to tell of whenever we meet up. Being an introvert like me, vocabulary and language expression are the main obstacle to satisfying conversations. In other word, I just couldn't find the exact words to express the thoughts that I had been holding on. As a result, I tend to take the role of the listener, regardless of how unpleasant it is.

I hate myself for being timid. But I hated myself even more for being so self-centered.

Dead!

Strangely, I couldn't help but to feel uneasy at home. Sleeping had been a problem.

Waking up at nine in the morning to the sound of my alarm clock was difficult, considering I hit the sack at 3am. My bed was not even confortable to begin with and my physical body complained of the pain from sleep each day.

Probably because that I am used to do whatsoever I pleased to do without restrictions. And now that I'm having my semester break, I thought that I could play video games to my heart content. However, my parents are not pleased to see my playing video games on all gaming platforms, which includes both the PC and also PS2.

Without any other forms of entertainment, I just do not know what can I do to kill time. Reading is not a viable option, considering how Moby Dick utterly destroyed my interest in reading with its classical style of language. Not unless you have the forth book of the Inheritance Cycle.

As a result, I am feeling totally lost and bored. If... if I have vehicle of my own, I would have gone to all the places I wanna go. Like that's gonna happen in the nearest future, not in another 5 years, I predict.

Enough of ranting about my problems. It's not like these problems can be solved without arguments with my parents. But still, I don't understand how I come to such unfavourable circumstances with my parents. Didn't they told me to study hard and play hard at the same time?

Adults are complex mammals. But the thoughts of youths are pretty much messed up too.

I wished that I do not bore my readers with my sadistic writing. Typing, to be exact.