Dead!

Strangely, I couldn't help but to feel uneasy at home. Sleeping had been a problem.

Waking up at nine in the morning to the sound of my alarm clock was difficult, considering I hit the sack at 3am. My bed was not even confortable to begin with and my physical body complained of the pain from sleep each day.

Probably because that I am used to do whatsoever I pleased to do without restrictions. And now that I'm having my semester break, I thought that I could play video games to my heart content. However, my parents are not pleased to see my playing video games on all gaming platforms, which includes both the PC and also PS2.

Without any other forms of entertainment, I just do not know what can I do to kill time. Reading is not a viable option, considering how Moby Dick utterly destroyed my interest in reading with its classical style of language. Not unless you have the forth book of the Inheritance Cycle.

As a result, I am feeling totally lost and bored. If... if I have vehicle of my own, I would have gone to all the places I wanna go. Like that's gonna happen in the nearest future, not in another 5 years, I predict.

Enough of ranting about my problems. It's not like these problems can be solved without arguments with my parents. But still, I don't understand how I come to such unfavourable circumstances with my parents. Didn't they told me to study hard and play hard at the same time?

Adults are complex mammals. But the thoughts of youths are pretty much messed up too.

I wished that I do not bore my readers with my sadistic writing. Typing, to be exact.