The Last Love Confession on Earth

Well, this post was written in my laptop's Notepad severals days back
I was kinda bored here in my workplace, far from my hometown
I haven't get to know anyone outside of my workplace yet
even after I've been holding this job position for almost half a year
(well, I don't know where can I meet people of my age in this township)
so I am gonna sulk in my room right now
thinking about all the fun times I had with my friends back in the Klang Valley
Darn, how I missed all my friends...




Staying at the company hostel kinda restrict my actions
For one, I would definitely like to work on some cosplay props during the night
like that gun hoister which I was determined to make 3 months ago
but until today, it has yet to be completed (==")
(I admit, I am often distracted from my priorities in life...)
And back to the topic, I would not want my colleagues to know about my hobby though
As mentioned previously, my work life and my personal life is like total opposites
I would not want any issues to arise by having these two opposite ends to come together

Gahhh.... one can hardly comprehend the frustration I have right now!

Even the music that I am listening to are quite old
I haven't have the time or the network connection to update on the latest Vocaloid music
Even the albums I bought from cdjapan.com I have yet to open their plastic packaging
Though these CD albums are costly (approx. RM90 per CD)
Nevertheless I bought them to support my favourite Vocaloid producers
Well, I did swear that I would, to my best effort,
support the musicians that I like by buying their albums once I started working
Hopefully fans elsewhere would also support all the other Vocaloid producers out there!

On a different note, I've remembered the reason on
why I was determined to pick up some basics on photography:
Probably about two years ago someone commented, "You could not take a decent (group) photo!"
I doubt the person said that as a joke... which kinda hurt my self-esteem
And that comment directly fueled my desire to get a DSLR and learn about taking better photos
Of course along the way, I learnt to enjoy photography as a hobby
For that, I would really have to thank that person for making me pick up this hobby...

Until I return to the land of faster internet connection,
I will hereby, sign off.
May you all be well and happy.