OVER DRIVE

Now I seriously felt offended. There is so much work to handle and the only thing you had to say to me in a committees' meeting is "you need a haircut".

Even before yesterday's meeting, I always knew that my hair is messy.

But nevertheless, that's my hair. My personal issue. A private matter.

The following message is intended to my fellow team members:

I can't believe some people thinks my looks could be affecting work when these people are preaching about being professional in dealing with their job and responsibility and yet failed to distinguish personal issues from official matters. If anyone actually had that in mind, that I suggest to you to recruit or hire pretty faces or some dumb blondes instead.

When it comes to work, I tried to do my best. You all demanded that I need to wear a coat and I have to buy one in the shortest notice when I know I do not need one. My job scope is unrelated to any of yours, but I desired to help out as I saw you all were very busy with your respective work. And instead of appreciation, all I got was complaints for sticking my nose in your matters.

A big sorry for being such a busybody. I decided to leave you on your own.

I wish that humans could focus less on physical attractiveness and try to look into the greater beauty inside. I understand it's difficult. But I know it's not impossible. So do not let your current mindset obstruct you from growing in wisdom, my dear friends.

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To my fellow readers, I am sorry to lash out like this but I seriously do not know who can I talk to about this issue and I was damn desperate. However, if you have read this post and would like to help ease my suffering, please chat with me. Thanks in advance.

Sigh. My sad life at INTI-IU.