The Reason

I gave my heart to her, but she doesn't even respond to my initiation. I treat her with affection and patience, but in the end, she just give me cold shoulders. She's not really my type, but I was determined to overcome the differences between us. And it seemed I have failed miserably. I am talking about my Organization and Management subject, please don't get confused though.

Even though the test for the subject consists of contents from the first 2 chapters, I failed to score and merely got a pass (50%) sharp. But I did put in tonnes of effort on the subject. So where did it all went wrong? The lecturer? The course structure? Or is it me?

I felt so hopeless on this subject. Just like how I felt about Chinese Literature which I took for SPM.

And there's also my horrible experiences with the KTM a.k.a. Malaysia's commuter services. Not only my Touch N' Go card was forfeited twice (about RM30), the frequent delay had cost me lots of precious time. Yesterday at Nilai station, only one track + platform was used for commuter services to both direction, which caused major delay to the commuter service. In the picture below, you can observed how commuters were waiting impatiently on one platform for commuter services to both Seremban and Rawang direction.

Well, time to let the past be goners... forget about that stupid subject and the horrible experiences with the commuter service. Need to revise for next week's tests, what I dubbed as the Double Bio Tests (Molecular and Cell Biology + Biology of Organisms). To note, I love biology and so far, biology reciprocated my love without delay or hesitation. Gonna love biology forever!

But do let me lick my wounds for the moment. Just one moment would suffice.