Busy Being Fabulous

Not that I'm a pretty boy whatsoever, but I have somehow grew tired of the endless commotion and complication in my daily life. I don't think such merry urban lifestyle is suited for me. Gotto blame this snail-like internet connection for my mood today. Makes my internet browsing (and manga reading) experience a pain in the ass. And the eyes and neck too.

Let's first talk about the volunteers' briefing for the much anticipated ComicFiesta. I had to say, the organizing committee did quite a bad job in managing us, the volunteers. Not only did they not provide a suitable meeting place (Sunway Pyramid's McDonald is way too crowded for 50 youngsters to have a meeting), but they also did a bad job in giving us details regarding our duties on the event itself. I went and met them for like 45 minutes, then I was good to go. In fact, most of the time I spent waiting for a member of the committee group to attend to us 'security guards'. Yea, I got a pose as the guard dog. And there I was hoping to be able to be closer to the organizing committee or the 'doujins'.

Later that day, I went to Monash University's Open Day. Yeah, it was (suprisingly) crowded. I was glad that I was able to talk to the lecturer but I was also sad because the head of programme was no where around. Yet, on this day only I've came to realize that my choice of course is seriously jeopradize as it is under restructuring, which leads to prefer studying aboard. However, it is not possible financially unless I take many, many study loans, which of course would make a an indebted student even before I started working and buy a house, or a car (makes me feel like I'm being targeted by loan sharks).

Further that day it rained so heavily that I was forced to take shelter in Sunway Pyramid, 15 minutes walk from Monash (under intense heat condition which made me all sweaty and disgust of myself). And my plans to go to the PC Fair was also washed away just like that. So sad. I really wanna go to the PC Fair in KLCC to buy a laptop, except that I don't even have the money to buy one. Grrr... I can't comprehend why others do not face financial problems as severe as mine. At least I do not know anyone that suffers so. I've always thought that I managed my money well and I hate to show everyone or anyone that my wallet is empty, which of course many of my classmates would have seen that before.

Someone did suggest to me to get a part-time job. I'm okay with that, except my fears from my first and last job still haunts me (others can hardly understand). Sob T.T It's a little hard to believe that money can be a HUGE problem for someone borned in the month of May, the horoscope for the stigiest personality.