Pursuing My True Self

Many incident have occurred and I'll like to stress 2 unique events. One will show you the ugly face of the world, the other event would be more pleasant to the eyes and ears.

My lecturer for Moral subject used to be a person I look up upon, until today, where he finally shown his true colours. The situation was like this:

It happened in the lecturer hall. I was going to look for the attendance list, thinking that it might be in the lecturer's hands. Then my friend told me that it's with him. So, I quickly ran over to his position and put down my signature. Then I've noticed that I was recorded as absent for the last 2 lessons, even though I've put my signature on the list, just below my allocated row because my signature was a little out of size and could not fit into the columns provided. Hence, I went down to speak to the lecturer and reason with him.

Little did I know that my actions would change my life completely.

I was planning to enquire not only about my attendance, but also about the lecture notes, provided that my roommate gave me his, which was a little deviated from the newest version. Thus, I asked him...

Me: Sir, why did you record me absent when I have put down my signature?

Thangavelu: You didn't sign IN THE COLUMN.

Me: But sir, there's not enough space, my signature is rather big ma. After all, I'm the last one listed in this page, so I signed at the free space below my row.

Thangavelu: BUT YOU DIDN'T SIGN IN THE SPACE GIVEN. ASK INTI TO MAKE THE COLUMNS BIGGER LA. Why you sign so big? DO I NEED TO TEACH YOU HOW TO SIGN SMALLER? Hey Raymond, you see the boy here, he...

I ran out of their sights.

So this is an idiot who lectures to other on how to be a better person, and yet he couldn't even practice what he preaches? So this is a human who ask others to do reasoning before making decisions, yet he himself cannot comprehend simple rational facts and arguments? So this is the lecturer who is rumoured spending 2 minutes to mark an assignment, giving 1 mark per paragraph written? If Raymond Lee was in the same league with the likes of Thangavelu (which I do not doubt), then I'm sure that I should be condemn to the depths of hell for every day I looked upon these two person as my role models.

Now it's my turn to show my true self.

Yes, I won't curse the lecturer. I'm a person who can do better reasoning than a monkey with a lecturer ID (this is a successful example of packaging). I'll just blame his father for his incompetence to educate his son well. Damn you, Thangavelu.

For the second incident, I guess I'll keep in for another day. Below is a spoiler...