Reinventing The Wheel To Run Myself Over

I'm a failure. A total failure.

I've failed to drive properly, and I wonder why did I sign up for the driving test in the 1st place. Guess I won't be able to get my license in the near future, at least not another year.

Damn, could it be due to all the Burnout game that I've played that made me a terrible, reckless and dangerous driver, unable to control a 4-wheeled machine?

I couldn't even convince my dad that I'm able to control the steering, not to mention getting my driving license. Guess I'll be hanging out with the Fall Out Boys for the moment.

P.S: Fall Out Boys sang the song Reinventing The Wheel To Run Myself Over for the game Burnout 3: Takedown

Mass Destruction

Gundam F91. I bought it for merely RM65. Still, RM65 for a mass of plastic. Worth it? U decide.

I Don't Want to Miss a Thing

I don't wanna miss a thing, not one bit.

I felt like being felt out during this festive season. Even though I just went to The Mines to watch movie yesterday (CJ7 is not money-worth at all), I still feel kinda bored, at least for today. Well, I did learn something new yesterday: a new bus route (U41) to Bandar Sg. Long. And with just RM2, I took bus from The Mines to Sg. Long, then back to Kajang. Well, it was risky though. None of us (my friends and I) know how to go to Sg. Long via public transport, except for taking a cab. I was on the verge of quit waiting for the bus and submit to the cab driver.

Arrgh... My red packet collecting streak has ended. Battle report as follows:

Day 1: 9
Day 2: 7
Day3: 3
Day 4: 0

Mission failed.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

It's Chinese New Year, and I'm angry with myself for saying this: I'm so bored!

I've felt that my neighbourhood have become a little more than a boulevard in a corner of a city, filled with hidden despair, unhappiness and furiousness. And it's all behind the shade of the festive seasons and the hot weather (or maybe it's just me who felt this way).

It's not like I'm spoiling the festive mood. Sorry if you feel that way.

It's strange for me to think that I'm in a race, competing to see who have the most number of angpau (and certainly not the most amount of money collected) throughout the Chinese New Year.

My aim for the year-50 red packets! I'm gonna do all I can to reach my aim, and no one (but the terrible weather) can stop me! Hahahaha~

Please

Oh god, please save me from my boss and my tormenting job!
(I'm a self-proclaimed atheist, by the way...)

I wanna quit by 17/2, but my boss was like ," Can you PLEASE continue until end of the month?" You know how I have a soft spot for people who use THAT VOICE TONE. Hence, I submitted to his begging. And I'm regretting about it every minute.

But as they say, everything has a cause and effect. Only time will tell that it's gonna be for the better. Only time will time. Oh please, spare me the bad news!

No One

Out of boredom, I'm gonna post one more time for the day. Yup, 2 posting for today. But first, let me have a snack (I only tasted one of these ONCE).


The trees here, around my neighbourhood are shredding their leaves, making it looks like autumn, even though it's impossible, b'coz it is located close to the Equator. The view was breathtaking. I'm sure that it will be engraved in my consciousness for as long as possible, at least I have a chance to experience fall in foreign countries. Until that day arrives...

Too bad I couldn't take a snapshot of the magnificent scenery, I was hurrying to my workplace. If I happened to get a candid photo of the view, I will repost, this time with a photo.

Now here's a poor snapshot of a portion of the scenery:



My only regret now is I wasn't able to share the great view with others. I bet no one was able to notice the beauty of nature. That's natural. After all, who else would look at the moon, stars and clouds in the night, observing the changes daily, appreciate their beauty and take notice of their insignificant presence.

Is my presence as insignificant as a faint star in the dark night, having no one to notice my existence?

One Step Closer

Yesterday, I went fishing with my friends. It was a not-quite-fun experience. Why would I say so? B'coz I failed to fish anything out of the big pond, killed all of our fishing baits by stepping on them (it's cruel, isn't it?), while one of my friend, lew was all so professional, fishing out a big fish from the pond after another, and another, and another...

My clumsiness and foolishness... what am I gonna do without them? Lot's of stuff, pal! I wouldn't be such a geek, maybe I would have even get myself a girlfriend... (just kidding!)

We had a simple dinner at a mamak stall in Kajang after the fishing trip. God, I felt so tired at that moment. After all, I played basketball with my friends (the same clique though) in the morning... Hey, I do have less stamina compare to them, 'kay?

Still, I was thrilled for being able to be close to trees, shrubs, water, but not animals! I have always felt that animals should be allowed to run free in the wild, and not locked in cages, fences or surrounded by walls, just like an old saying, "天生天养".

And guess what, I get to know my friends better, not to mention I was one step closer to the Mother Nature that I loved since I was young...